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BLOGGING IS FAIRLY NEW TO ME.... SO THE FIRST THING I DECIDED TO SHARE WITH YOU IS MY RECENT BREAK-UP.... IT'S ALWAYS PAINFUL TO KNOW THAT YOUR MAN LEFT YOU FOR SOMEONE ELSE.... IT MAKES YOU WONDER WHAT YOU DID WRONG???? AND I ASK MYSELF THAT QUESTION A MILLION TIMES A DAY.... WHY DID THIS HAPPE TO US... FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I WAS LOYAL TO A NIGGA... AND I DO MEAN THAT!!!!! IT'S LIKE KARMA I GUESS... I REALLY UNDERSTAND NOW.... I PLAYED WITH TOO MANY HEARTS NOT TO HAVE MY OWN HEART ROBBED...ITS A HARD PILL TO SWALLOW YOU KNOW????? LADIES YOU KNOW.... AND SOME GUYS 2.... BUT THE FIRST CUT IS THE DEEPEST RIGHT??? I GUESS SO, BUT I WANT HIM BACK SO BAD... EVEN THOUGH HE LEFT ME FOR ANOTHER... I STILL WANT HIM BACK... I MISS HIM IN MY SLEEP......NOW EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT HIM WITH HER... IT MAKES MY HEART TURN INTO ASHES.... I CAN LITERALLY FEEL HEAVY AT THE MENTION OF HIS NAME... HEARTS DONT NEED TO BE IN CONTROL..... THEY MISLEAD YOU.... YOUR HEAT CAN DECIEVE YOU!!!! BECAUSE MY MIND KNOWS I NEED TO WALK AWAY BUT MY HEART FEELS LIKE I CN GET YOU BACK.... SO WHATS A GIRL TO DO???